Post by Tinsley Bell on Jan 13, 2011 1:57:50 GMT -5
"I KNOW THE WORLD'S A BROKEN BONE, BUT MELT YOUR HEADACHES CALL IT HOME."
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welcome to Fairytale Gone Bad.
hi there, Kate, welcome to the site! so i hear you're female. that's pretty cool. no worries, we won't hold that against you. so you've been doing this crazy rp thing for eight years? holy cow! we're really excited about your one character! what's your character's name again? Tinsley Bell. awesome. oh, how old are you? nineteen? wow. that's pretty old. well, that's it for the rper. time to get to know your character!
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Hello, Tinsley Keri Bell.
» Is there anything you would rather be called?
"Some call me Tin, but I rarely answer to it. Mom used to call me Tink because I was always tinkering with different things, and though I've grown out of that habit, I guess the name just stuck."
» Great, now that we've got that covered. How old are you?
"I'm barely twenty. Mom used to say my body would never age, and it seems like it hasn't sometimes,not that she'd know. It's a good thing in this business though. Models need to look young and beautiful forever, or else you're no match for this business."
» You know, has anyone ever told you that you look exactly like...?
"Gemma Ward? Yeah. I've never actually met her, but to be perfectly honest, I think she looks like me. I don't look like anybody but myself."
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Let's talk about your personality.
» What are a few of your favorite things?
"Just a few? Hm. Well I like being told I'm beautiful. I obviously know it's true, but who doesn't like hearing it! I love modeling, because then I can show everyone else how beautiful I am, and how they're not. I also love being out in the forest, in the pure open air. I feel so....free. I feel like I can do almost anything out there and no one can stop me. I love running in meadows and closing my eyes. I can almost imagine that I'm flying and free and no one can bring me down. Most of all I like thinking about falling in love. I like to imagine meeting that special someone and just falling in love.... I would give my life for that person. There are no barriers. Love is love. I could love anyone potentially."
»That's interesting. Is there anything you absolutely dislike?
"Oh definitely. I absolutely hate competition. If I want something, everyone else should just back off. I also hate feeling confused. I feel like I can't handle more than one emotion at a time, and it drives me insane and confuses me. Why can everyone else handle all of those crazy emotions, but not me?"
» Hm, what is your greatest fear?
"Technically I have two. One is that I will never find that one person who will love and cherish me as much as I love them. I dread never being able to find them and I'll do whatever it takes to get them. Second is finding that amazing person and then losing them to another person. I would be crushed."
» Yeah, that is scary. Do you have any dreams for the future?
"I guess I wouldn't mind continuing to model, until something better comes along. I live for the moment. I don't really plan much for the future. The only thing I know for certain is that I want to fall in love and be free."
» Wow, I hope you succeed. Can you tell me a little bit about yourself?
"Well...my name is Tinsley and I'm searching for love. I love to laugh and I love to be free. I like to dance in the rain and run in meadows. I am a very jealous individual, but I can't really explain why. I tend to not be able to cope with too many emotions at once, so if I seem particularly evil while angry...oopsy daisy. Sorry. I can be very self centered, but I'm working on it. I'm trying to be better about it. I like it when people tell me I'm pretty and I love my job. I sometimes just wish that my agent would stop acting like every job is life or death. I can take a break or two without losing my entire career. I need freedom and open air like I need oxygen. It runs through my blood and makes me who I am."
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So far so good. Now for history.
» So tell me, where are you from? What did you think of it?
"I was raised in the orphanage until I was six when I got adopted. The lady at the orphanage told me I was lucky I was such a beautiful child. The uglies didn't get adopted. My parents soon found an agent and began selling me out for money. I did commercials and modeling gigs and billboards all by the time I was ten. I was content, until one day...they weren't watching and we lived by this huge open field...I ran away. I ran to that field and ran until my legs couldn't stand it anymore. I felt like I was soaring above the trees and I felt a freedom they never gave me, so I left permanently at sixteen and got my own agent and began my own life."
» Do you have any other family? Parents? Siblings? Extended? What do you think about them?
"I never knew my real parents so I dunno if I have any siblings. As for my adopted parents? Let's not discuss them. We have a long and messy history together. My agent is all the family I need."
» What is your worst memory/memories?
"My worst memory was when I realized that my adoptive parents didn't really love me. They only loved how beautiful I was, and how rich it could make them. They didn't care about me at all. They only adopted me so that I could be their little moneymaker. I was devastated. The only family I'd ever had didn't even care about me. How would you feel? I really didn't know what to do. That was the day before I ran away. I couldn't help feeling like I wasn't good enough and that's why my real parents gave me away. That's why my adoptive parents didn't love me. It may be the reason I desperately seek out love in any place I can get it now. I need it from someone."
» What is your best memory/memories?
"Oddly enough, it falls on the day after my worst. My best memory was the day I ran away. I felt like I ran a thousand miles, before I reached the huge field. It had a small creek running through it and it was beautiful. I ran through that field, with my arms outstretched and I almost believed I could fly that day. All that pure freedom was such an adrenaline rush. I'm a free spirit and the openness of everything around me left me in awe. I lay in that field for hours, just staring at the sky. I also took the chance and swished my feet in the creek. I couldn't believe how great all of this felt. I felt like a two year old. Everything I saw excited and thrilled me. I had never felt like I belonged anywhere so much. I just wished I had someone to share all of this with."
» Where are you now? What are you doing with your life?
"Where am I now? God you sound like one of those tv shows! The ones who follow washed up stars around. Whatever. I still model and it pays my bills. I let my agent handle all of the business aspects of this job. I never was any good at it and I have no other talents besides my beauty. Might as well use it. I don't work as much as some would think because I let my agent know that I needed more than just work to survive. Being beautiful isn't always everything. Sometimes it means nothing....Hahaha. Who am I kidding?! It always means something. I still spend most of my time in that field. It's my entire world. It's the only place I feel like I can really be myself. I don't have to pretend to be someone else. I can just be Tinsley there. I still work every day at learning to keep all of these crazy emotions in check and I try not to lose my temper too often, but it's still a work in progress. I suppose just look on the runway and you'll find me."
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roll the credits.
this app was made by BROOKE or caution. please do not steal this app. feel free to ask about using it somewhere else if you like it. the lyrics at the top of the app are from Northern Downpour by Panic at the Disco.
